Know your enemy.! Be informed (not ignorant) and you might not be so afraid anymore. Time has come to learn as much as you can about your "enemy". To make decisions about your treatments. I lost my breasts but not my spirit. Reconstruction: Do you know your options? My best decision! : saline reconstruction. I enjoy my bathing suit and scuba diving...... saline breast feel right at home when I'm floating. HUMOUR IS THE MY WAY TO DEAL WITH MY SICKNESS !!! Contact me and we can exchange Q & A about the subject. Anci Waugh at the msn.com e-mail or anciwaugh@yahoo.com which I can pick-up anywhere in the world.